... said he looking at the mosquito bite in my chest. It turned out in the end that he actually meant what he said, which was at least disturbing in the first place.
I have to insist on the fact that nothing happened, for the ones that think that I am an all-that-moves-fucking-machine. I am not. I could be, but I prefer not to be. Let us leave that very clear.
So this guy (Adonis) is very nice, somehow the typical latin lover that I never found particularly attractive until I came to this town. But, you know, it is not right, it just does not feel good (though he has a nice ass). No, really, he is a great boy. But you just can't go around fucking all the great boys you come across with. Look:
As a sum-up, sounds perfect for a shag now and then, when the day is rainy and there's nothing on TV. But somehow a note doesn't sound right and I can't do it. It is not: I try, but I can't. It is: I do not try, becouse a) do not want to, and b) even IF I wanted I could not do it.
Had he been a girl of course things would have been different. I just hope to have a chance to try the other side of my mental discipline someday. The day in which Senator Amidala will arrive and say: "Hey, you two. You know, jedis are not as cool as I thought". And I feel that day very near.
