Fucking lonely

The bright side:

Not in love any longer.

The not so bright side:

Still feeling really lonely. Even more, as he's also moved on.

No local friends.

Someone important really sick. Prospects of moving away temporarily have been postponed indefinitely.

Working too much. Sleeping too little. Regularly bitten by the baby (when you least expect it, ouch!)

Yes, I could call, I could write. But I would need to be a little better first.

Now, I just stare at the vacuum, thinking, what the fuck?

lucille, 26th November 2011, Saturday, [18:08-18:13] @ home